WeLcome BacK

After more than half year disappear, here i'm back again to my blog... 
The earth still turning as usual but i'm still the old me.

What i mean nothing change much on my spiritual side.

I just not willing to step ahead for the changes but always speak out for changes.

Not ready to leave the comfort zone but how long i need to stay with this life..

No one know the answer except me.

Apologize for that, for this moment i don't have answer too...

Maybe one day.....

Anyway, welcome back me esta yq!

hiDDeN SoUL

End of May, reaches June.. no no..is middle of June right now.... why the times flies away soooo fast like not enough for me to take a deep breath.. keep on busying busying... lacked of joy, lacked of inspiration and even dreams. now i think, what's my dream?? Oh gosh!!! i can't resemble any... is it a pitiful or this is called reality life... ahhem.. it is the life i'm going... maybe my spirit, my dreams, my inspiration have been thrown away deep or been locked somewhere corner of my soul.. optimistic.. i'm still alive!! hahaha... alive without a soul...
oopps, no.... just part of my soul been hidden of, playing hide and seek with me.. ^^

Anyway, i'm appreciated with what i have now but wishes to get better on time being.. 
to search the half hidden soul...

written on

8-June-2012

Happy Labour day!

Happy Labour DaY!!

Yet some ppl still working too, include me (working partime ^^) 

我觉得人类总是带着矛盾的心情。
wish to do yet not to do..
此时的我想一走了之，不再理会任何事物。

人类总是感情用事。哈哈。。

110412

For how long i din update my bloggg? not long ago lar.. just around 2 weeks only. hehehe.. (*,) Last Wednesday, 110412 was public holiday for Malaysia as it was coronation of our King. Yet another incident happen that was earthquake at Acheh with magnitude of 8.9. I do believe alot of ppl staying at penang can felt the strong wave around 4 sthg.. But that moment I'm sleeping like a log so cant felt it ^^ After that, There was news saying there will be Tsunami at Penang for 9pm ~ 11pm... Anyway, Luckily there was nothing happen at the end... But i want to share here, while i'm working part time in Guardian i just realized not much ppl concern bout the news whenever it will be real or not... Still a lot of ppl shopping as it was none of their business. Well, it is not their business as they cant do anything if the disaster really happen. Just felt what are you going to do if there is a real tsunami happen? or any others disaster happen?**i can't think much as well, but once i heard this news i wish to stay at home** Human always tend to ignore all when they didn't face it (disaster, problems, etc) directly.. When once they meet it, only know what they should do but at that moment everything is late and  feel regret of didn't do This and That... Haizzz... this is call Life!!

how many ppl can practice it ??

Last day of March 2012

Well, today i have not much activities coz i'm working (just back from work) awhhh.. tiring.... how i wish the time go slower for now and tomorrow so i need not have to meet monday blue... arhhh...imaginary always an imaginary... hehehe..but sometime if the imaginary can bring happiness to you is a good thing also but don't over on it! If not u just stay in ur own imaginary world.. yet now I'm in my blogger world, carving the words on it

Today is the Earth Hour again.. so again 1 hour in dark but this year is not raining. As last year i still remember was raining day, this make the weather cooling and the environment was so calm. Haha..Now i don't think i can bear without a fan on as today the Mr. Sunny shinning so brightly but will support it with the light off... 

Go go Go Earth Hour!!!

March 2012

Now Is March 2012.. Alots of water pouring down to earth recently but during my travelling to Bangkok, there was not single drops at all, just the Mr.Sunshine welcome us!! The trip to Bangkok with my best buddies was a trial with errors and of course was a nice trip but not enough time as well as $$$.. hehehe... Just realised, we used to eat tomyum kung all days along the trip.. ermm... only got one place the tomyum nice to eat others were just so so, that place is nearby chinatown... End of the trip i didn't buy much things back... not enough of shopping... wahahaha.. take one day go there shopping again.. some picture for bangkok~~

four passport four buddies ready to fly

on the sky~

giant durians at chinatown, bangkok

cherry in the room...yummy yummy

floating market!

floating market abit costly but gain experience for the ride

swensen at platinum mall n cheaper than malaysia alots!!!

Well, this March also my bloggie anniversary!!! Happy 1st Anniversary, me esta yq!!!! So i changed a little for the outlook? Do you like it??? Yeah, the background i choose represent you was a bit of mysterious yet have relaxing and simple thought!! hahaha.. ahhemm, really??? so what's the readers opinion? Welcome to have the comment for this blogg!!

February update!

Is February!!! Wow.. the time really flies away superb fast. It just like happen in a second! Not long ago we were awaiting for cny but now the cny celebration ended and now reach the Valentine's day... Love in the air~  hahaha... so what's u guys plan out for that day? still thinking what to buy for ur gf/bf/wife/husband? well, anything will do the most important is the sincerity... *sound so general* hehehehe... i believe u know what to buy as for sure u both have certain understanding between urself... HappY Valentines everyone and Myself!!! Hope u enjoy the romantic moments with ur love one! :)

HaPPy VaLentiNe's DaY!!!

Ok, just a little update regarding myself (haha..actually nothing special just want to share only :p) 
Last Sunday i went to Sitiawan, Perak with family total of 10ppl including me.. We went there by school bus, erm...can said was a day "trip" with family member and bunch of aunties and uncles (三姑六婆). The so called trip actually to visit and pray a famous 'tua pek kong'. After the prayer we went to Taiping museum, round the Taiping lake with bus (the bus driver even dun let us go down for a walk...sweat =.='' ) It can be consider not a nice trip with not a cooperative bus driver and lame organizer. The only i wanna update here was the outing with group of family as we rarely go out together. Should be nice but part our mood been wiped off by the lame organizer. Anyway, hope still got another outing with big family and better organizer.

the famous tua pek kong at Sitiawan~

cny

Happy Chinese New Year!!!
M trying to update more regarding on myself but after a few minutes of thinking nothing to update.. Today is a chinese new year according to lunar calender. Yep, now my house full of relatives... opps... is my neighbour a.k.a cousin's house, not my house but we link together lar... so full of noise. But how come i sat down in front of my pc to update the blog? well, just felt when grew up the cny feel become lesser or negligible.. hahaha... but i enjoyed the feeling of holiday!! no need to wake up so early to prepare to go work... yeah~ And now also a season of friends gathering where all the outstation friends bck to hometown..
okie, cousins calling me.. so wanna cut of crapping here to appreciate every single seconds i have for my new year n holidays as i'm going to start working on wednesday. YES is third day of cny... wahhhh...so sienz...

P.S~ GONG XI FA CHAI everyone!! HUAT ar!!! ^^

1st week of 2012

Is been one week away from beginning of the new year 2012.. Dragging myself till now to update my blog...

How are you, everybody?? How bout the new year resolution? 

Well, i didn't think so much on that but wish to have more different types of ME as i update in my FB status... It means not to stubborn so much, more to 'expose' myself in variance of features (ermm.. dunoo wat features lar >.<)  wanna enjoy my day to MAX as much as possible.. As i really dunno when i will leave the world ( not pessimistic ya) as rumors said this year is end of the world.. hahaha... Ahhem.. actually not for the end of the world coz human cant predict what happen in the next second.. So why not just do it whatever u wish before u regret it... Okok.. is easy to speak but difficult in action.. But at least just do it ur level best.. AND i'm trying right now!!!

Stop my new year resolution, lets update my first week of my beginning year... Yeah, nothing much for the weekdays as i'm busy working, working and working... So skippp busy weekdays, go to my weekend.. My this weekend quite busy also but was a different type of busy... AND it also my first time went to sell product at morning market and same go to my cousin.. Actually i'm accompanied my cousin to sell 'kuih bakul' at there.. Now we both realize that it was not easy to do business at pasar pagi as there have rules n regulations.. we cant simply open stall at a place.. if not will kena scolded by the "businessman" there.. hahaha... Today as usual, we went there around 6.30am but the stall there open earlier than yesterday and more stalls open. So our old place have been taken back by the ppl (yesterday he didn't open stall). So our new place of business was beside the road with the uncle that sell plants and herbs.. That uncle really kind, he taught us alot of thing.. Thanks uncle!! Next week i cant accompany my cousin anymore coz i'm going KL for my working purpose.. But since already found a new place that cant get scolded by "businessman" my cousin can handle it by herself.. At here i wish her 生意兴隆！！！

early morning sky look bluey n calm~ breezing cold wind

December's update!

Oppps... been abandoned again!!! Sorry ya bloggie... its December!!!! X'mas and new year is around the corner... ding ding dong, ding ding dong, ding ding dinng dong~~ ^^


Suddenly i felt i'm old... hahaha.. feel tired after helping my mum do house cleaning for cny preparation... YEah!!! another 1 month plus going to celeb cny dy... but before celeb need to do alots of house cleaning... soooo lazyyy!!! aiks... *complaining*  >.<'''

we drank 2 buckets of heineken

Yesterday, i went to small bistro&pub with my bro, sis in law n cousin. Frankly said i'm not really like the environment there... sound system not that good even the people went there are mostly are uncles n aunties.. hahaha.. nolar, still got pretty gals went there.. (why we went there?) just my bro said last time there got ah gua's show, so v just wanna went there to open our eyes to see the show.. manatau the ah gua's show don't have but just a bunch of normal pub singers there.. ermm, better than none lar... haha.. overall still quite interesting in term of hanging around with my bros n cousin~ gathering of the 'young' generation of Ang's family.. hehehe..

H@ppY BiRThd@y

One more candle added on my cake!!! Pheww, not a teenager anymore but to a lady stage....

Opps... should be said I've been away from this stage (teenager) long ago.... Wahahaha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself!!!! Happy birthday to me~ happy birthday to me~ Happy birthday to meeee~ Happy birth-day tooo meeee!!!

Well since young, my family and myself didn't celebrate birthday but would have a dinner together. (just back from dinner at Tambun~seafood...yummy)
Yesterday i have my dinner at Sakae Sushi with my best friends. Thanks Fiona and SC!! Appreciate every moments we gather. Friends forever!!
I received lots of wishes from my friends by sms and FB msg.. Thanks!!! I've been fully occupied by blessing.. >,< 

del feliz cumpleaños

Bathroom vs Nagging

Wow, so fast the time past... now is mid of November.. yeah, the month of mine... hehehe... I been lazying to update my blog, lack of inspiration, don't wish to write the blog because just wanna update.. so dragging n dragging till now... Hahaha... do somebody waiting for my blog till the neck long like a giraffe? erm... i doubt it or maybe some of them...(wish so)

Well, lets talk bout the place that u can away from ur family nagging... So what's place do u choose in your house? I guess many people choose their own bedroom... For me, i will choose the bathroom/toilet... Yes, is BATHROOM/TOILET! Hahaha... when i at bathroom, they can't follow in but they still nagging. By that time, i will plug my ear with my finger, so the volume will be lowered and sometime i would reply "yes, ok, mmm, ahh-na, i know" etc... (At least, they thought i'm listening to them :p). Ok, u may think in bathroom can bear just a short period.. Yes it is, but still manage to calm down a bit. If the situation continue, i'll take shower not only the volume can reduced to almost zero but can cool down and refreshing myself.  If not shower, i would at the toilet assume i'm on "business". My house's toilet is traditional type need to on the water flowing in bucket...(Ok, my house's bathroom and toilet is separated space). That make the volume can be lowered with my ear plug by my finger.  HAhA.. that's just my little space for avoiding the cause of debating with my mum. 

how i wish my house have this nice n simple bathroom

P/S:  All above just wanna share out how i handle my mum's nagging...  ^v^

感觉

最近的我好像没了灵感写BLOG。。

这么了？这么了？这么了？

我所写的东西应写而写，少了感觉，想法和passion。。

P.S : 现在是我的真真想法哦！^^


对于我来说，感觉=情感
人类总是给感觉主宰着。。

哈哈。。我是随着感觉走的人。。

ermmm.... 潜意识的我还是理智为主。。

是吗？也许把。。*studying myself* =p

cute phrase!!

Today i traveled to Baling, the place i never been there before... The landscape is surround with mountain, the place where is far away from hectic city, the place where near the nature, the place where not very crowded nor well develop yet simple. Ok, these all just a roughly opinion which seen by my 'narrow minded' eyes where i dun learn much culture of life there. Haha...

This is pekan Baling

Well, while i traveled i read a cute phrase which i want shared out..
男追女，顾不得“银子”。
女追男，顾不得“面子”。
Haha... i think it so true for nowadays people... what's ur opinion?

Just update!!

raining day ~v~

Hello, super sunny Tuesday!! opps..going to reach Wednesday soon but what will be the weather tomorrow? no matter what's for tml, just appreciate the moment u have now. ermm... nothing much to write but just want to update on my bloggie... Yesterday was rainy Monday n today the sun pops out so shinning..

Just to share out my breakfast for yesterday travelling.. deng deng!!

a chocolate bar n white coffee ^0^

one of my favorite ~ chocolate ==> to boost up my energy, dun wish to chew the bread for a moment, as for today onward i'm a vegetarian for 9days. Is for a event of "jiu wang yeh" and i practiced it since i'm small...

traveled nearby the hill side

P.S~ reaching wednesday soon, hope to have good starting day!!

easy n simple

I wish this early morning have a big pouring rain which would give me a reason NOT VISITNG to the outlets.. Hehehe.. unfortunately it was not!! Well, so need to resume back to work at early morning with my half open eyes n blur blur face...OKIE, I prepared my breakfast to take along with me, so i won't hungry in the halfway which it is difficult to find food... My travelling for today was wandering around with the cloudy day.. yeah, i love cloudy day which not too hot NOR too cold, with the breezing wind...
The outlets i traveled today were in the estate, not much car driving ALONG with me.. and the radio frequency was not accepting well. Lucky me, the car have cd player so i played the old english love song THROUGHOUT my journey.. Duhh.. it was a not bad experience where i felt calm with nature and far away from the hectic world... having my humming song along, make my life so calm.. For a moment, Life's so simple...

my breakfast~ bread n white coffee ^^

lonely road....

the 'bald' estate..  ^,^

Recent update vs Raya's week

so long so long so long.... i didn't update here... miss u so much yet lazy to update... So u do u miss me? I doubted maybe u will say "let me rest let me rest.. i yet enough for the resting!" Just like my situation.. LOL.. Recently my work resume back to travel to outlet for so called 'servicing' the outlets.. and furthermore the boss/management not getting better but worsen... their mind changes just like flipping a book soooo easy and fast... ouch... better stop crapping it.. hehe..

back to travel early morning...

Okie, last week was Hari Raya celebration for Malays and long holiday for the working people.. but i'm working for that whole week as the staffs at my part time job are Malays where they celebrated their new year... So there were no particular event to updated here.. Ohhh.. ya, that week i managed to meet up my course-mate at Queensbay.. So long i din met her and others course-mate.. Kinda miss them, as they are my one of precious momento during my uni life as well as my fellow angels' housemates... *moments flashing in my mind*

a camera which captures alots of memorable pics..

P.S~ How i wish i can rewind my time... yeah.. cheers~

bluey monday

Dear Bloggie,

opps.... monday blues reaches me again!!! Arghh... Been a week i didn't care bout u.. How are you? Lets me update with u. Haha... for last week my routine were little different than previously... erm.. basically still working lah then attending interview, yumchai-ing session, trimming my hair, watching Wilber Pan，潘玮柏 mini signature concert (haha.. he just look exactly in tv), repairing my car, watching drama, clicking clixsense here and there, went window shopping etc... So this make me neglected you.. Hope u won't mind ya... after all just little changes only and also used up more $$.. hehe.. take this as ur rest and my relaxing week... =)

                                                                                                                                            Yours truly,

                                                                                                                                             yq

ChoCoLate

Recently my fridge have kinder bueno where i manage to have some but after all my niece n nephew have it finish.. this make me think nowadays the children are so lucky, but because of it they do not know how to appreciate it... no matter in food or materials.. Haha.. so my topic for my blog today is CHOCOLATE.
I like chocolates... for me chocolate is a dessert where it is sweet, milky and tasty and also represent happiness.. Remember when i was small time, this dessert was a treasure as my parent seldom bought for us... mostly when it had best buy promotion or even chinese new year they only will get more for us... The brand we used to eat was cadbury... haha.. Thanks to my uncle also, when he traveled he would bought us a chocolates as well.. yummy yummy...
After growing up, i manage to get myself a chocolates whenever i wish to eat.. but the flavor of chocolates changed from sweet milky to dark bitter choco... till now i still enjoy chocolates very much but the taste, the feeling are different for small time.. i can't describe out... Maybe lack of happiness, where everything is so naive and pure when small.. When grew older, the understanding and confronting in this world make my naive disappear little by little...

stomachAche.. female.. colors..

Today i'm doing nothing but just have a bad stomachache... erm... just because i'm a female which every month most probably have to go through this 'suffering' stage... haha.. thanks to my mum she went to chinese pharmacy bought traditional medicine for me to easy my pain... now i getting better!!Well, this is just one of the symptoms, there are more out than this! Why i wanna share out here? Wahahaa... to let you guys who read this pls take care of ur concerning female friends and family.. U know female is not an easy role to handle with... For this moment, i still trying to lead my female roles to a colorful life as i wish to be..

while below is another random painting of my own. This shown basically the characters of having a dull but still hope there are a trait of having freely and unbound personality. opps... just some stupid analysis.. haha..

colors